waiting for the lesson 

Here I am, waiting for my lesson, alone. And I am truly lost. 

I don’t even know why I’m sitting here, when I could do bigged things in life. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate education, and I don’t hate school, or people in it, no, it’s quite the opposite. 

Here I met my best friends, I cried, I laughed, I failed so many tests. I like most of my teachers — they’re quite friendly and had tought me something. And I don’t hate the fact that I was bullied, because I don’t give a fuck about that. But I just feel like I’m wasting my time sitting here from 8am to 5pm. 

Yeah, I learn new things through textbooks, but I want more, so much more. I want to experience thing which are written in a geography book. I wanna see the sunset from different parts of the world, I wanna go to space, explore caves, climb a mountain, travel across the world. I crave this, I want to live a full life, experiencing as much things as possible. 

But sadly, I cannot. For many reasons, really. I’m truly happy with what I have — family, love, food, water, a place to live, but sometimes I feel like it’s just not enough… Or is it? 


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