school outfits?



waiting for the lesson 

Here I am, waiting for my lesson, alone. And I am truly lost. 

I don’t even know why I’m sitting here, when I could do bigged things in life. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate education, and I don’t hate school, or people in it, no, it’s quite the opposite. 

Here I met my best friends, I cried, I laughed, I failed so many tests. I like most of my teachers — they’re quite friendly and had tought me something. And I don’t hate the fact that I was bullied, because I don’t give a fuck about that. But I just feel like I’m wasting my time sitting here from 8am to 5pm. 

Yeah, I learn new things through textbooks, but I want more, so much more. I want to experience thing which are written in a geography book. I wanna see the sunset from different parts of the world, I wanna go to space, explore caves, climb a mountain, travel across the world. I crave this, I want to live a full life, experiencing as much things as possible. 

But sadly, I cannot. For many reasons, really. I’m truly happy with what I have — family, love, food, water, a place to live, but sometimes I feel like it’s just not enough… Or is it? 

Hair care routine. 

   To begin with I would like to start with a small story:   Since childhood, I had long thick hair, which I adored, but here was a small problem — my hair was curly (not in a crazy way). Therefore, in the seventh grade, I started to straighten them EVERY SINGLE DAY. At that time, I was not worried about its health, the only thing that was really important to me — whether they are straight. 

   Then, in early 2014 I wanted to try ombré, because it was so cool at the time, ya know. First attempt was unsuccessful. 

   Then, I decided to make highlights, which looked okay, I guess.

   After a while I decided to go to a salon for a third time to make a normal-looking ombré. Everything was done, and at first, indeed, I liked it, but then it started to become yellow (wtf) 

    I was so disappointed with everything, so I decided to cut it off, not all of course. 

   I still wasn’t satisfied with the way my hair looked, so I bleached it back to my natural color.


   During these 2 years I have learned to take care of my hair, now they have its natural shine.

   I have tried a lot of products, but here are my favorites: 

1. Macadamia Natural Oil Deep Repair Masque  

2. TIGI Bed Head Urban Antidotes Recovery  

 3. Tigi Bed Head Urban Antidotes Re-Energize Conditioner 

4. Wellaflex Mousse  

5. CHI Silk Infusion (!)   

6. Batiste Dry Shampoo